Much Ado About Cornmazes

When looking back on my college experience so far, I simply cannot believe I have been living on my own for nine weeks. In terms of never living away from home, that is a long time for me. I have finally gotten past the homesick stage, and I am fully embracing college and the freedom that comes with living on my own.

I have said it before, and I will say it again- I absolutely love my roommates! I do not think it possible for anyone to have as much fun as we do in our little apartment. This week Krista, Megan, and I asked boys from our building to go on a group date to...wait for it...The Little Bear Bottoms Cornmaze...yeah Little Bear Bottoms. I think the name is pretty hilarious. After the first boy I asked had to cancel the day before, I got a finalized date with a boy across the hall. But no worries, the first boy is taking me out to dinner next week, so no hard feelings. The cornmaze itself was a bit lame, but it was fun to make a new friend. We ended the evening by getting some gas station hot cocoa, and going back to our building and watching Avatar, the blue person one, not the Air Bender one. Now the first time I watched Avatar, I was not particularly a big fan, which to many people was blasphemy, but this second time round I really enjoyed it. Maybe that anthropology class is helping me accept things more easily haha.

Now if you want to hear about an awesome cornmaze, I will tell you about the cornmaze I went to on a date last week on a date with my good friend Karl. I went with Karl on a groupdate with my other two good friends, Beth and Grant. This cornmaze was haunted, which in my opinion, made it all the more spectacular. There was supposedly "corn cash" hidden in the stalks, but honestly I am quite certain it was a lie. Karl and I searched and searched for some "corn cash", even making up a song about it, but never did we sight the so called "corn cash." We discovered that the spookers wouldn't scare you quite as badly if you complimented their performance, and we even got a couple pointers on how to get our way out of the maze. All in all, it was a great night!

On the school side of things, everything is going great! I can say that I truly enjoy my classes, even Geography, and my Creative Arts class where I am practically tested on the professor's life story. No joke, a question on the last test asked me what the name of his fourth grade teacher was. My absolute favorite class is Study of American Culture, which is the study of America through the perspective of the home. I love it! We get to analyze literature, study art pieces, etc. So basically I am in an English and Art lovers heaven. The class is actually only made up of about twenty people, so it is very much discussion based, which I love. My 12th grade AP English teacher, and Art History teacher would be so proud of me and the comments I make in class. The taught me well haha.

But of course one can only get to much of a thing. I have not been home in three weeks, and I can honestly say that Fall Break is truly a heaven send. I sit here in the library, with one class left to go. Although I am supposed to have classes tomorrow, my professor's have graciously cancelled class tomorrow. Tonight I am going home after watching the Jazz Singer for my Creative Arts course! Even better, I am surprising my parents, because they think I am coming home tomorrow. Soon this crazy state of mind I have been in due to midterms will be ended, and I can finally go back to my dear old K-Town. Where I will joyously watch Boy Meets World with my Gavbo! Hooray!

Never Too Much- Part Two: Billy Joel State of Mind

Simply put, I am a Billy Joel worshiper. He is my favorite artist of all time hands down, no doubt about it! If you don't believe me, I ask you to look at the 375 Billy Joel songs accumulated on my iTunes! Yeah, 375! I think it may be possible that I am somewhat obsessed, only somewhat of course.

I am in love with the variety that his music gives. He can go from singing a lovely ballad, to going all out rock and roll. Not to mention his phenomenal piano skills! I have been lucky enough to see him in concert, and I can honestly say that I have never seen anyone move their fingers as fast as he did when he played the beginning of Prelude to an Angry Young Man. The man is a musical genius! When I saw him in concert, it was by far one of the greatest nights of my life. I have been lucky enough to see all of my favorite artists in concert, with the exception of Tony Bennett, which I truly hope can someday happen. But the night of that concert I got to see two of my favorites perform together, Billy Joel and Elton John. Because I have already written a post about the concert I won't delve into details, but needless to say it was completely spectacular.

For the most part, I listen to Billy Joel everyday. As each day passes by, I discover new aspects of songs, and by now I have gone too far past the point of no return that there is no possible way for me to have a favorite song. Some days I may tell you New York State of Mind, others River of Dreams, or it may be some obscure song that only true fans like myself would know all the words too like, Until the Night. It literally changes by the day. I love to listen to the different live versions of the songs, and find the different variations that come with each one. I am the literally definition of a Billy Joel nerd. But I wouldn't have it any other way. I love good music, and Billy Joel is good music! He has nothing to do with that electronic, artificial music that seems to be the craze nowadays. His music is pure talent. He is really singing, he is really playing the piano that good! So everyday I will go on with my Billy Joel State of Mind, and I think I enjoy life all the better for it!

Never Too Much- Part One

It seems to have become a sort of habit for me to title all my blog posts after a song, and this is no exception. Today I have decided to start a blog segment name after one of my very favorite Luther Vandross songs- Never Too Much. In my life I have acquired many things that I really just cannot get too much of. So I have decided to dedicate the next few posts to all the things I LOVE. So here is part one, more to come in the next few weeks.

#1- HARRY POTTER
All those who know me know that I have an undying love of Harry Potter. The books are my absolute favorite. I can read them over and over again, and I have in fact. I never tire of the stories. Harry Potter has been this immense part of my life since the first grade when my mom and I would take turns reading Harry Potter and the Sorcerer's Stone out loud. Harry Potter is what made me love reading. It literally expanded my mind. I almost feel as if Harry Potter is in fact my childhood. The magic has become so real in my life, and I wouldn't have it any other way. I remember when the first movie came out, my mom checked me out of school early and I wore my quidditch shirt that I got at the Warner Brothers store which unfortunately no longer exists. Simultaneously, as the movies started to come out, new books we being made. I would anxiously await them, and would excitedly begin to read them the day they came out. And as the new movies came out, the same tradition ensued each year. My mom would check my out of school; sometimes I would wear my Hogwarts robes, other times I would wear Harry Potter shirts. As time moved forward I began to go to midnight showings- some with my family, some with my friends. I always felt so cool when I would read a Harry Potter book and Harry and I would be the same age- the same feeling would arise as the movies came out.
Then as I grew older, I grew to love it even more. I kept re-reading the books, and I met one of my best friends of all time, Kelsey Milligan, who loves Harry Potter even more so than myself! As the time came for the last movie to come out, I started to gain bittersweet melancholy feelings about it. Ever since that day my mom and I started to read that first book, I was hooked; now it felt as if everything were coming to an end. Just as Harry Potter was ending, so was my childhood. I was eighteen and about to live on my own, and this movie seemed like it marked the end of my childhood. The week before the movie came out, Kelsey and I became Harry Potter Hermits. We would lock ourselves in her basement and watch Harry Potter movies, and get so excited that we could hardly stand it. And since she is an amazing makeup artist she even painted a Dark Mark on my arm. When the time came for the night of the premiere, Kelsey, Jennie, Shandra, and I got together, and since we are such avid fans, we dressed up. Kelsey was a werewolf, Jennie was Bellatrix Lestrange, Shandra was Prof. McGonagall, and I was Tonks!

Needless to say we all balled through the movie, as so many of our favorite characters died, and we cheered when our favorite parts came. I squirmed in my seat when Neville Longbottom came on the screen, because he is my absolute favorite character! I am actually convinced that I will someday marry the man who played him, just kidding. But sometimes I like to think that I will! As the movie ended we all raised our wand up in the air, (yes, we have wands ahah) and recited, "mischief managed." Long after the movie ended we all simply sat there in our seats, paralyzed from awe and a bit of sadness. Even though it did seem somewhat like an end of an era, I know that as long as there are people who love it as much as I do, Harry Potter will always live on. I will read it to my children, and my grandchildren. I can only hope that they in return will keep the magic alive. Because through Harry Potter magic is possible.

My Weekly Parade

I must say that this past week has been my favorite so far at college. I have really bonded with my roommates and after I was basically a homework and netflix hermit all last week, I can honestly say that the hermit thing was not happening this week. Heaven knows that I love watching tv shows and movies more than anyone, but after a few solid weeks of constant switching between netflix and school I was finally sick of it. So this week I have made it my goal to go out there and have fun.

Now to tell you about my adventures, or parade if you will. Last Friday is when all the excitement began. We started out with some Funfetti Friday, which basically involves eating Funfetti cake and watching Youtube videos with my roommates and Brayden from across the hall. It was Homecoming weekend and True Aggie Night, as well as the night when USU was going to try to make the world's longest kissing chain. Although I must say that I did not become a True Aggie that night, but I did however join in on the world's largest kissing chain (on the cheek of course.) There ended up being 1,500 people show up for the chain, breaking the record of 400! Take that whoever had the previous record haha. Saturday was game day! So I went to the football game against Colorado State with my pals, Beth, Cody, and Thomas. It was fantastic! For once in my life, I actually followed a football game and basically understood what was going on. May I say miracle? Yep. The game was super intense, went into double over time. But in the end, we lost...by one point! But really I don't necessarily care. It was a good game, and I had a fun time. That is all that matters.

Football game!! Cody, Beth, Thomas, & Me

Kissing Chain Buds

And still the fun ensues as I have gone through this week. My roommates and I took gangster pictures and printed them off to put on our front door- along with our new gangsta nicknames. Let it be known that I am now DJ Ice Killa, also known as the Godfather of room 203. We also have started a quote board, and I am proud to say that I have two quotes on the board. Win!
This whole week we have been planning Krista's Survivor audition video, and today we finally filmed it. I must say that it is a success. Who knows maybe someday I may be making my television debut in her audition tape- p.s. I will be in a towel and bathrobe. Let's just say that the video involves some intense planking, llama hugging, and opening peanut butter jars. We are pretty creative, just saying.

So there is my Weekly Parade of excitement and adventure. I can honestly say that I am really loving college, and am looking forward to everything else that college has to offer. Diwali is in a few weeks, and they are having a Festival. I want to go so bad! Then I can sing Michael Scott's Diwali song from The Office. Let's just hope I can scrape together $16 before then.

The Strange Affair...

"Some of you may recall the strange affair of the Phantom of the Opera."

Indeed, my affair with the Phantom of the Opera has been a strange one. Ever since 2005, my life has never really been the same. It was the first time I watched The Phantom of the Opera, and it only escalated from there. I have watched it so many times that every line and gesture is ingrained in my mind. I am captivated by the story- so dark, so complex, and so beautiful. And the music is simply masterpiece. Since then I have moved beyond Joel Schumacher's film, and entered into the literary side of Phantom, reading the original Phantom of the Opera by Gaston Leroux. I have tried to tunnel myself into every aspect of Phantom- the psychological, the musical, etc. It was only before too long that I became best friends with a girl named Jennifer Perry, who in so many aspects is so much like me- particularly the Phantom aspect. We had known each other for two years, but it was not until that day in the ninth grade that we both discovered our shared passion of Phantom that we pretty much became besties. We soon started to pay more attention the the original Phantom of the Opera musical production with Michael Crawford and Sarah Brightman, and then we really became goners. There was no going back...ever.

Together, Jennie and I probably hold more knowledge about Phantom than is probably healthy for anyone. We know the names of the lyricist, the choreographer, the director...we basically know everyone that has ever been involved with our beloved Phantom. We can literally talk for hours about Phantom, and we in fact have done just that. The other day in my Creative Arts course the professor began to talk about the choreographer, Gillian Lynne, and needless to say I got excited and had to text Jennie. That is how we are. Anything Phantom related and we get excited and text each other.

Not only has Phantom given me a love for the musical itself, but it has helped me to branch out and discover so many other things that I love. Because of Phantom, I have acquired an enormous love of musicals, dark romance movies and novels, and recently opera. Phantom has broadened my cultural horizons. Now, after six years of Phantom loving, I get to celebrate the 25th anniversary of my beloved musical. Jennie and I will be attending the live broadcast of the 25th Anniversary concert! Needless to say, it may just be one of the greatest days of our lives. It may be odd that I love a musical so much, but I do not think I would have it any other way. I have been captivated by the music of the night, and I am simply past the point of no return.

How Sweet It is

I know that my last few posts have been a bit of a downer on the college life, but in reality, when I set aside the missing home, I absolutely love college! Living in a dorm has been such a fun experience. In relation to my roommates, I have lucked out beyond belief. I love each and every one of them. We all get along, and have a great time together. There are five of us, me, Keiana, Krista, Krysten, and Megan. And our apartment is by far the cutest in the building. We have cute lanterns hanging up down our hallway, and an awesome fuzzy purple papasan chair in our living room. But out of all the rooms, mine is my favorite.

It was so odd to pack up all my belongings and bring them to some place foreign and try to make it my own, but with some time it is starting to feel more and more like home. It is amazing how fast someplace can start to feel like home just because your things are there with you. My room is adorable, if I say so myself. I have a red and white polka dot bedspread, an Audrey Hepburn and Harry Potter poster hanging on my wall, and rainbow colored lanterns that adorn the wall space above them. My bookshelf is full of my random statues- like my green Buddha, pink Eiffel Tower, and various things my grandparents brought back from Vietnam, as well as my Harry Potter wand, and Grandma's jewelry box that plays the score from Love Story. Of course, with no doubt I have many books piled in my shelves- the Harry Potter collection, Little Women, Hamlet, my favorite Tennessee Williams books, and my massive Art History text book from last year. I have pictures everywhere; I have a framed pictures of my family, the Gordons, and my cousins, Bentley and Ireland, as well as one of me and my love, Neville Longbottom at the Harry Potter premiere. Right behind my desk is a cork board in which I have plastered pictures of my family, mostly my cousins and Gavin, plus Michael Nielsen. To the left of my desk is my Betty White calendar. On my door hangs a photo holder that adorns twenty pictures of my best friends. There is about three feet between the floor and my mattress, so I have quite a bit of storage space under my bed, which is where I keep my beloved movies. Now when I say beloved, I mean BELOVED. At home I kept them on my Shakespeare Ikea shelf, separated by genre, but here I have no such luxury or room, so like any movie fanatic in my position, I keep them in a storage chest underneath my bed kept under lock. I absolutely love my room. It is where I spend most of my time, and the place that feels the most like home. I have found that when I have my things from home with me, that my real home doesn't really seem that far away, and my transition becomes easier and easier day by day.

Smile

I am not usually one to be depressed, but for some reason this past week it has just been hard. I miss my family so much, and more than anything, I miss having my best friends around me. These past three weeks have been a vast revelation to me. Life is so much harder without those best friends right by your side. I cannot even verbalize how much I miss Jennie, Mia, Kelsey, and Shandra. I miss going on walks with Jennie, and watching Phantom, talking about Phantom, singing Phantom, all things Phantom. I miss having so many Harry Potter conversations with Kelsey, and talks about future crazy endeavors in Paris. I miss Shandra's crazy antics, and how she always knows what to say to me to make my day. I miss all of the crazy things I did with Mia, and how late we would hang out- always doing something spectacular. I miss having someone to vent to, someone to listen to. I know this post is a bit of a downer, but I really miss them, and I guess I needed to vent a bit. Needless to say the past few days have been full of Tony Bennett. I have a motto, you can't listen to Tony Bennett sing without a smile on your face. Whenever I feel sad, or bad for myself, I listen to Tony Bennett. Particularly I listen to him sing Smile. This song is originally written and sung by Charlie Chaplin, but I like it best when Tony sings it. I love this song so much that I have six versions of it on my iPod by various artists. The words always inspire me, and help me to regain control in my life. So I praise the Lord for Tony Bennett, because he has brought me out of many a rut, and is in the process of doing so now.

"Smile though your heart is aching

Smile even though it's breaking

When there are clouds in the sky

You'll get by

If you smile through your fear and sorrow

Smile and maybe tomorrow

You'll see the sun come shining through

For you"

So now I will try to be strong. I will put a smile on my face, and move forward the best I can. Because with a smile on my face, things really don't seem that bad. Tony Bennett will keep playing, and I will keep smiling.